I can’t take most things anymore. I’m tired of feeling so many emotions. If I dislike someone, I’d really like to tell them how I feel about them. However, I have to “behave” myself because that’s not how a “civilized” person acts. How the fuck is being fake civilized? Why am I even complaining? It’s not like I behave anyways. What I don’t understand is why we make our lives so complicated. We’re so wrong on how we live our lives, we really are. I hate school and all the useless gunk teachers preach. If it were up to me, I’d skip school and learn how to control my emotions. I’d learn more about myself and the things I like because in the end the way I live my life is what matters. There’s nothing more important than that. It upsets me though, I’m letting everyone down. I’m not making anyone happy anymore. What really sucks though, I’m not even happy myself.

1. thesoupishot said: and i am going to try my hardest to make you happy.
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